Sonntag, Januar 21, 2007

Now that is slacking....

Had I thought I wasn't writting a lot than this an even bigger prove that I am slow here.
I haven't been writting for almost a year...
Now how did that happen?
1.) Well, I could say that I just got a good job and that I didn't have much time to write -- but that would only be an excuse, though true, that's not all
2.) Or, I could point out that my labtop is still broken and I am waiting for getting it back since March 06 -- however, I have access to the web on my desktop and so could if I wasn't too lazy or so write a post here and there. That's not either...
3.) I can argue that the divorce I find myself and the constant fight with my wife since Oct 05 leaves little room for fun and that is perhaps the closet of all reasons.
Truth is, I can't acces this site at work and I haven't had much to say about current events. I simple haven't had the time to read newspapers (though I haven't done much of that in the past!) -- I don't get to surf around and read a lot. Other than psychology books and books on how to get through tough time, I rarely get a good book opened..they sit there for better times. But enough of the self-endulgence of how bad my life is. It is really not that bad. It's getting much better, believe me.
I have done so much in the recent months that I longed for in the last several years and didn't get the chance to do (yes, I didn't make enough effort to do them! My own fault!). I went on trips, skied again, began running again and started rollerblading. I went rock climbing and think I will start picking that up regularly. I love my job, as hard as it is. I am working on statistical modeling and help creating a demand/supply plan tool for a large corporation with more and more responsibility for the entire project. I found that I have som any friends that I ca count on and that are true friends. My family has gotten closer to me despite the great distance of the Atlantic between us. I also started to long for qualtity in art and culture again. The number of movies I watched in the recent months have surpassed -- I believe -- 100!
So, my new years resolution (as if I need just one!) is to write more, do more and become more active in my own life! Done with the passive waiting for someone to acknowledge me and make me happy. I will do that myself, thank you! 8)
Now of to the treadmill....it is vitamine time and the commercials say Ihave to be slim and strong!